self sabotage is my middle name
over thinking is my favourite game
when it comes to pleasure
love is a pandora's box of pain
I've told you every flaw that I possess
that I can think of
that I don't like to undress
with the lights on
I've told you every-thin'
I'll never do
and now you're laughin'
cause you know it's not true...
I'm a complicated contradiction
you are my addiction
teach me everything, that I don't know
determined to make me feel alive
find what's suppressed
that I try to hide
I ache and crave for your touch
what is this wave I'm riding?
I'm shakin' and my body's writhing
as I bear my body I bear my soul
and I'm sure this isn't....
very rock and roll...
and now the lid has blown off
and you are in..
and I don't know who I am
or who I said I've been
and I'm in a place I said I'd never go again
this was never gonna be just friends
and I've a patchwork heart
from the wrong lovers
swore I'd never take another
here you are
bursting through my seams
time to put the past behind me
promise me you'll always try to find me
even if I seem hard to reach
and what an affliction
to be such a complicated contradiction
you give me the hope I can be fixed
implicitly I seem to trust you
Think it must be cause' I love you
and now I'm at the mercy
of your hand...
all exposed and all revealing
kissing my lips takes a brand new meaning
tranced in the waves of ecstasy
the wistful look says I'm enamoured
I'm the naked platter you devoured
hold me so tight you put together
all my broken bits...
© 2019 Amber Wildling Stone