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Complicated
Contradiction
V1
Self sabotage is my middle name,
over thinking is my favourite game,
when it comes to pleasure -
I refrain;
love is a pandora's box of pain.
I've told you every flaw that I possess
(that I can think of,)
that I don't like to undress
(with the lights on.)
I've told you every-thin'
I'll never do
and now you're laughin'-
cause you know it's not true...
Chorus 1
I'm a complicated contradiction,
you are my addiction -
teach me everything, that I don't know
about myself.
Determined to make me feel alive,
find what's suppressed
what I try to hide;
I ache and crave for your touch.
What is this wave I'm riding?
I'm shakin' and my body's writhing,
as I bear my body I bear my soul..
and I'm sure this isn't....
very rock and roll...
V2
And now the lid has blown off
(and you are in..)
and I don't know who I am
(or who I said I've been)
and I'm in a place I said I'd never go again -
this was never gonna be just friends
Chorus 2
and I've a patchwork heart,
from the wrong lovers,
swore I'd never take another;
here you are
bursting through my seams.
Time to put the past behind me -
promise me you'll always try to find me;
even if I seem hard to reach.
And what an affliction,
to be such a complicated contradiction -
you give me the hope I can be fixed.
Implicitly I seem to trust you,
Think it must be cause' I love you
and now I'm at the mercy
of your hand...
All exposed and all revealing,
kissing my lips takes a brand new meaning;
tranced in the waves of ecstasy.
The wistful look says I'm enamoured,
I'm the naked platter you devoured -
hold me so tight you put together
all my broken bits...
© 2019 Amber Wildling Stone
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